I. o. u.
The man I use to be is gone. He gave up his life so I could go on. I was looking for heaven and I found it. Replayed it, remade it, reshaped it, fell in love with it. I want to thank you for letting me go. I made a better man of myself since I left and went to heaven instead of being in hell with you.
2:00am
I hate myself.
I despise the world.
Everything’s exactly at my finger tips.
And I still can’t get it right.
I can’t find a job, can’t seem to grasp life.
Said a prayer cause God only knows what I’m going to do right.
I feel like my life is going to end soon. I’m glad I’m just dreaming and that’s one dream I’m not waiting on to happen.
Let me help you understand Part 2
On the hatred side of things.
Now no one wants to help you get a understanding.
They always seem to have their own input on how they feel.
Goodness help me Lord.
Then he spoke to me, and all I heard was the sound of his voice.
Saying to me.
Let me help you become a man.
Hope
How do you live when there’s no hope for tomorrow?
Can I count on you to lead me, and guide me?
How can I call on you when you don’t have a phone to answer?
How can I trust you when I never seen what you look like?
How do I know your real, and not just a made up being that someone wrote about, so that they can write the greatest book of all time?
Why do I ask the question why?
Because I don’t have hope.